Ah! This semester is almost over and I’m slowly becoming sane again. That is a good sign. After today (being Wednesday) I’ll only have one assignment left, four different test, and two exams! Wooot. I think? Haha. So much studying ahead but I think it’ll be okay. I can get through this, shouldn’t be overly hard. The test shouldn’t be too hard at least as long as I study.
We live in such a fast pace world that everything is constantly changing but I find it weird that people are actually becoming lazier and slacking more often. Where is that attitude to get things done on time and start earlier? Where are all those important values that our parents were brought up with? Some of them were pretty decent and actually useful. Are parents not teaching them or are we, as a generation, just trying to do our own thing? Are we so overwhelmed with technology and having everything else does stuff for us that we don’t care anymore about how well we do in school or whatever? This generation itself isn’t very creative on its own. We actually take everything we have now from the past several decades. We ARE the copycat at generation. Yeah we have couple things that are somewhat “us” but majority of it is stolen from past decades. Will we ever have our own identity? Will we even be remembered?
I’m still in need to explain my behaviour to people. Why is it that when someone isn’t acting like they usually do, there is “something is wrong”? Sometimes people change their behaviours because they don’t like who they are or they have the need to smarten up for good reasons. Why can’t it be simple as that and not as if “something is wrong.” Why can’t people just accept people’s behaviour and attitude? Why does it have to become your problem? Why isn’t the meaning of “no’ NOT “no” anymore? Why s everything a joke? Why can’t people be more serious with life? Is this my fault for coming to college? Where majority of people here DON’T take their education seriously? I don’t know, I’m here for me and I’ll do whatever I have to do to succeed.
I think i've become too mature for most people in my life now. I take things seriously and it bothers me people don't. I get embarrassed when the people I hang out with are doing childish things. Yeah I do childish things myself but I still monitor what I do. When I say childish, I probably mean nerdy... Like games we played when we were in elementary school. To be doing that stuff in college to me is very childish. Maybe I should change who I'm hanging out with. Maybe just hang out by myself. I miss my friends dearly. Should we all be this way? Being embarrassed of who you hang out with? I mean, I always tell people it doesn't matter what others think of you, as long as you are having a good time and being yourself, that's all that matters. I guess I'm very self conscious and I do care about what people think of me. Oh well. Whatever. I'll figure things out soon. Only 2 weeks of school and then I'm out of here.
Thanks.
-Allison
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